Companion: Elder Hansen
Dear mom,
I am still good. I loved the calendar, and have it hung at my desk. Are you sending the Christmas package soon? They need to be in before December 23rd, and a heads-up, I won't be able to call for Christmas. I'll probably make a video on my camera for you all with my Christmas greetings and a hello from my roommates. I am still using all my toiletries, except for my shaving cream. If you send a picture, send a small one. I have a confession to make, this last week, I've thought about coming home. I just didn't feel like I could teach very well, and I feel like the missionaries in my district don't actually like me very much. I know that that is selfish thinking, but it feels very true. I also discovered that I could spend all day planning for a lesson to teach, but as soon as I get in there to teach, my mind goes blank. It just gets me discouraged every time, but I've been working on it. I feel as if I come home, nothing will ever be the same. Ever. I just don't want to make you guys upset, and I don't want to let so many people that we know and love down. I especially don't want to make you guys upset by coming home, and I keep trying to work hard here and do what I can, but I still get discouraged.
Just letting you know, I could really use a pick-me-up, and some extremely good news.
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